Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Today i am very or should i say extremely happy because i finally pass my BTT haha. This time is my third try ==. Anyway i'm a happy girl today. And when i went to take test, it's like almost half the day gone. So thats make time go fast.

And so ytd was a fruitful trip to orchard. Initally i was thinking if I should accompany kaiting to go fox as i wanted to watch my show. In the end i juz agree lol. And therefore i was treated by her. And here is my venezia dark chocolate ice-cream. Just simply LOVE dark chocolate (((: So there fox have a like one for one promotion. When you buy a regular item you can buy another item for 4 bucks(selected items). Therefore she bought a pants and a shirt while i bought a tube shirt and a shirt. And we spend 80 bucks on the dot and get a 20 bucks voucher but it had to be spend before 15 may. Kinda cheated =X

my ice-cream with kt's hand

me and kt(my shopping khaki)

what we could have been, 11:47 PM.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

great

i am still in fypj lab now

and i AM BORED!!

and the time is slow like snail crawling

BORED!

can anyone entertain me ><

what we could have been, 4:19 PM.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

some overdue picturesss :))

athen?(don't really know how to spell his name)

me and athen(look at his smile) haha

me and kai ting

me and sharon

sharon and kai ting

oh wells the small boy above is mabel's 2 years old son. isn't he cute? hahaha. mabel brought his son over to parkway borders when we are having a workshop there. thats why he's soso cute! And yup me, kai ting and sharon were bored in the office so we decided to snap some photos. All this things took place on last saturday haha. hmmm yeah on fri went to try donating blood with cheris, jiayee, may and val. only me, cheris and jiayee went to fill the form. BUT 3 of us didn't get to donate in the end. reasons are cheris's veins is too small, jy pass the blood pressure test but fail when testing the magnesium(tie zhi). And for me i din even pass the blood pressure test. 1st time the person took for me was 85, 2nd time 96. it din even pass 100 ==. gosh now i know my blood pressure is low, not good. no wonder they always say my face and lips are pale -.-

what we could have been, 6:35 PM.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

awwwwwwwwww :(
the ulcer in my mouth is sooooo painful
painful till i can only chew my food on my left side :(
and i think i lost my favourite bracelet :(
i think i put in my bag but i cant seem to find :(
i wanna go shopping shopping

what we could have been, 9:11 AM.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

hello people (:

been a week since i update my blog

partly i was lazy and quite busy with my final year project

and when i reach home i don't feel like switching the computer on

and so ya i have picitures to upload

and apparently i cant use the blogger to upload so have to use photobucket =x

so ya enjoy the picturesss (((((:

celebration of lydia's 19th birthday

venue: Lau Pa Sat

lydia the birthday girl (:

fooD!

DRinks!

lydia, val, feng, shan, trudy, joyce,me and van

lydia birthday card

feng & me

trudy & me

lydia kissing trudy? lol

lydia feeding van haha

dRunk lydia

and yeah i still have some more photos to upload

so this is the end of part 1 of the photos (:

what we could have been, 11:42 AM.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Don Mclean - Vincent

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understandWhat you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflecting Vincent's eyes of China blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hands

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one asbeautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
A silver thorn on a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I knowWhat you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

2 meaning songs i love now
taken from 溏心風暴
have the sudden urge of asking anybody to sing any song to me haha
anybody willing lol

what we could have been, 2:58 PM.

hmmm yeah i'm alright already

thanks to ppl who talk to me

having you all my friends i felt so loved haha

everything seems alright now

so i'm back to normal today

i'm

smiling

already

:)))))))))))))))

what we could have been, 12:17 AM.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

jy ask me about it
i talk to jy
i feel abit relax
she tell me that nothing will gonna
i hope so
i hope nothing will change and happen
i wish everything can go back to before

what we could have been, 5:41 PM.

i dono how to start saying.
i'm in school now
i cry last night
i cry when i wake up and my daddy ask me to read the msg my brother send
i feel so worried, so hurt, so sad, so heart pain.
i cant help stop worrying for my brother
i'm really worried about my parents as well
i cant bear to see them so angrily
i cant bear to see them sleep so late
waking up with not enough sleep and go to work
i promise myself not to shed anymore tears for him
tears just roll down my cheeks non-stop
i cant stop it
i really feel so heart-pain
what really happen to my brother
what really happen to him
what happen
how come things change so much
i dono what to do
i dono how to say it out
i cant gurantee if i will able to hold my tears
i meeting my beloved clique tonight
i dono if will i say out and cry
i'm also waiting for tonight for my brother
i'm really know what happen to him
i feel so scared and heart-pain

what we could have been, 9:16 AM.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

everything's fine

oh the HIM that i wrote in my blog is my brother

but i'm fine again

juz that i haven sppoken to him for 3 days? or even his face i din see also

coz he work and come back late

and now waiting to sign out the attendance and waiting for 6.30

will off to k box with val to sing

wait for quite a long time to go k box

gonna sing many songs later haha

and yup today had a good dream haha

nice dream lol

and ya thanks to ppl who tag my blog

i'm fine now yeah

okay off to go off

byeeee :)

what we could have been, 5:14 PM.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

staring at the com

i know i have stuff to do

but i feel like shutting the com off immediately

if i didn't eat panadol xtra in the afternoon i think my head is gonna explode

and right now i wanna slap one person

making sure that HE is real awake

AWAKE than before

knowing that HE is in wrong and shouldn't be behaving like what HE is now

í'm not gonna to be soft-hearted anymore

and i don't feel like talking HIM anymore

i really can't stand it already

quarrelling is NOTHING anymore

a fight will soon happen

i shall see

don bother to scold anymore @^%&#*%@%@& when we quarrel

i won't care anymore of YOUR thing anymore

and i promise i won't even shed a tear of YOUR thing anymore

YOU can be what YOU want to be

and if any day YOU want to say SORRY

don't bother to say to US

JUST SAY SORRY TO YOURSELF!

IS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE YOURSELF LIKE THIS!

sorry i just really need to vent..very foul mood

what we could have been, 1:17 AM.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

took MC today
my jaw there dono hae what rashes or whatever
made my skin sososo dry and crack
then it's painful somemore
haiz i really dono what happen to my skin recently
a few days ago my right hand and right leg got a few rashes
but it heal after awhile
what did i eat or touch or walk to?
i eat what i eat normally, do what i do normally
i no allergy to anything.
feel rather stress for my face actually
i's quite dry sometimes
haiz
back to school tml
jailbird life again
now my life=no life
i hope it''ll end faster
real fast please
and for now i don't feel like talking to anyone in msn
and i feel restless now

what we could have been, 11:13 PM.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

so and i realise that people sometimes are selfish.

and yup i realise i should not always rely on other people to help do some things.

and so i shall do it myself instead of asking other people to help me do.

so from tomorrow onwards i will train myself.

i'm pissed off

what we could have been, 9:29 AM.