Wednesday, January 30, 2008
i know i shouldn't be blogging right now
yes right now coz i'm rushing my concept pitch
and tomorrow early in the morning 9 i'm meeting mg teacher
but i'm soooooooooooooo nervous
oh my gosh
it has never been like this before
how come?
oh my gosh
what we could have been, 12:25 AM.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
i'm soooo tired now
my eyes are closing already
i think i need a few hours of sleep and rest before i start my work again :)
and well today or perhaps from last night
i am angry with feng ling
call sms her whole day she late reply me and tell me that she was doing her other homework and forget about mg!
i was kind of piss off already and luckily i was doing some
if not how am i going to show teacher today
and as for today she din go for drawing class
and she din turn up for mg class
she sms back saying that her stomach cramp
okay whatever this is
and okay i'm piss off coz i don't even know that did she touch mg when i ask her to do some
haiz don't know why she become like that
argh anyway sometimes i wonder if some things i do if i was 'bai zuo'
and it kind of piss me
okay whatever it is
what we could have been, 12:35 AM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
today is a bad and terrible
yesterday was a bad day too
what about tomorrow?
and what about the day after?
and what about the days after and after?
haiz some things seems not to be going smoothly
the tons of assignments to hand in is giving me STRESS
resulting me not having enough sleep and insomania too
insomania is bad enough to me already
today got a scolding from concept pitch teacher
mr eugene say to me and val that we did not enough things for our project
and both of us are so suay that the other malay guy like mia
darn him he did not show up for class
msn him didn't reply me
and now resulting us not having the storyboard
that is one part
and i hate teacher to like speak loudly to like scold us telling us we did not enough
and val say that the class like turn to our side to like hear what happen
this is normal situation
okay and we were told off
we both barely speak out coz is like still will shoot back so we juz don't talk
so now we have to like get what we need to prepare for next week presentation
teacher say that we could skip the production board part and that he will tell the acessors what happen
damn stressful and damn feeling low after his scolding
we tot we do almost but nah
but what esle could we do
juz finish what we need to do
and talking about yesterday
my sandal break while i was walking to civic centre
this is so infuriating la
this sandal i bought 2 times from charles & keith
the 1st time it was kena steal
now 2nd time is break
i cant really buy sandals
all the sandals i break is either break or spoil or steeal
izit my fault or is the shoe quality lousy?
so i annouce i'm not going to buy any sandals anymore!
well to really say lady luck isn't on me
starting of 2008 is like a bad year to me
nothing seems to go smoothly
bad luck hasn't goes off
please go off can
haiz i'm really worried about my projects
my concept pitch, mg, rentx and character animation and the upcoming sp4
really hope that nothing bad will happen
chinese new year is round the corners
hope that bad lucks drive away
hopefully
i'm really stressssssss
what we could have been, 5:59 PM.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
I want to learn back dance againsince secondary or maybe primary school i love it
I also want to learn back piano
year 3 PE sucks
CE are interesting than PE
only have a week to let us decide
next fri is the deadline
why doesnt one of the module in CE go to PE
then i can choose more easily
now i still thinking what to choose
difficult to choose..haiz
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
saw this at sarah's blog
sounds fun so i go try try also
try it if you want to lol.
err some are true but some are not really
yes that i admit that i'm loyal, easy to talk to, evrything i ever wanted, easy to please?, the one and only, longs for freedom?, rebellious when restricted or withheld, caring, sometimes maybe can be playful, stubborn, curious, strong willed and independent!
i don't admit that i'm smart, loud, lives by 'no pain no gain' and a fighter!
i really don't think i'm smart at all coz i got scold stupid by parents for somethings lol.
sometimes i don't wanna use brain too and i am blur too. if they add this i can stronglt agree hahas. but i am real stubborn and curious. so next time if i insist on something, hmmm well if can talk round me then you win if not i will still insist. curiousity is definitely too. anyway sometimes i think that curiousity will land me into trouble.
okay my eyes are damn tired
probaly facing too much computer le.
and worse i kena rashes.
doctor say i'm allergy -.-
well my parents concluded that i'm 'tai guo re' and sleep too late
but lately i try to sleep early already coz my fce is not in very good condition too :(
hope to get it cure asap
still thinking wanna go school tomorrow -.-
i shall continue my work
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
blogger cant upload my picture that i want to put
maybe it's my internet?
anyway tons of assignment T.T
and i feel extremely tired today
thus i kind of overslept for the time to go school
so i don't feel like going to school
i shall go to val's class on thurs -.-
currently hooked on lam feng's album and song
i think it is damn nice
心领
作曲：邓智伟 填词：陈诗慧 主唱：林峰 钟嘉欣
R：或许恋爱都只有烟火那刻的璀璨，如此简单，快乐不多于一晚。内心总有限束缚怎可不惊叹，然后发现情或许转淡。
L：越讨好你就换来伤心痛哭多一晚，如此贪玩，厌旧贪新我心淡，是否早注定体贴都不会得到称赞，怕热爱已退减。
合：谁愿稀罕这愛情，从未甘心因我转性，其实清楚这过程，就算牺牲不会高兴，已心领。
R：什么恋爱的感觉始终有它的限期，随心欢喜，放任心中不止你，受种种责备，逼我放肆敷衍你，其实已尽全力喜欢你。
L：并不必暗示感觉一早已熄，多得你，从今天起，我亦不稀罕等你，独身的趣味不怕即使抱拥得空气，我亦懒去记起～
R：谁愿稀罕这愛情，
（合）从未甘心因我转性，其实清楚这过程，就算牺牲不会高兴，已心领。
合：谁愿稀罕这愛情，从未甘心因我转性，
（R）其实清楚我知，无谓去缠住我，无谓再去打听，已心领。
（L）其实清楚这过程，就算牺牲不会高兴，已心领。
合：无谓发现情或许转淡，无谓发现情或许转淡～
and i still feel like i could see a person...maybe right now
what we could have been, 12:00 AM.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
i'm feeling damn damn bad
seriously
i would not ask for help if i am lack of money
maybe is not money this problem
maybe i shouldn't ask for opinion in the 1st place
and it would not have happen
and it's all the excuses you give
shit you.
i'm just seriously not in the right mood. sorry.
what we could have been, 2:40 PM.
Friday, January 11, 2008
sudden change of feeling juz now
it sucks. sucks.
okay alright after a bath
oh yeah it's the weekends again
and kinda lots of stuffs to do if i'm not wrong
-mg storyboard to change
-concept pitch stuffs
-drawing to do
-IS A02 t do
and know what i think IS A02 is goner
coz no mac means no shake
and stupid lecturer give us a week to do
no time to stay in school to do also grrrh
i wonder how it will be like when monday comes
yesterday was the meet up of me, jy, rain and tiff
rs come later to join us lol
well initially we decided to eat at cwp food court
but we change to our mind to go for pizza hut haha
anyway it's quite long since i eat it.
and then after that we have our belated christmas present to be exchange
haha rs say the waitress was like shock or what when she saw it lol
i love the presents that u all give
thanks alot so much MUACKS
and ya tiff will be going to beijing for her attachment during cny period
i think we will send her off to airport
wonder what will be the scenario like hmmmm
anyway i am really tired now coz slept at 4 last night to do work
crazy right i know but contribution lol
thinking of going to bugis this sunday to buy my jeans and bag
which kind soul want to acc me? lol
if not i will go alone haha
quite a time didnt shop alone le
if not ask ppl acc me hmmm
so i don't know also
going to watch tv and sleep. nights all :)
what we could have been, 11:57 PM.
Monday, January 07, 2008
awwwwwwwww
i am so tired now
two days of working
sarah and i work for almost 24 hrs!!!!
we work till we are soooo tired
slept at 4 last night gosh
spend abt 2 hrs to help my sister wrap the shoe box plus watching hk show too
and i dont feel like waking up in the morning
oh i bought pistachios and toblerone(dark choc)
hahaha i love darck chocolate!
they are really nice!!
now stuck at doing drawing ><
no ideas to draw
and drawing my concept pitch sme designs
these are almost done
anyway i'm going to sleep early tonight
i got no energy left already
got to continue drawing :(
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
woots. its friday again and so tml is weekends.
juz now then finish discuss some stuff of concept pitch with firdaus.
that valerie koo don't know go where
call her din pick up also -.-
maybe she din even bring her phone out? gosh
okay anyway brother told me that i will be working tml
so yeah although i am tired and got assignments to do but well got money so juz have to organise my time well (:
and ya i want to get my fasio mascara, jeans, sling pouch and don't know what le.
maybe these few kinds of things.
can cost me a bomb le.
and i regret not signing nokia 6500s during christmas that period.
coz i didn't know that the price jump back to 200++ ><
super regret now :(
and i am blur today la
firstly i left my hp on my table
i only recall it when i was about to go up the escalator in mrt station
and when on the way back home
wanting to listen to my mp3
juz then realise it was 'on' thus no more battery ><
and luckily waiji say about music for concept pitch
if not i can forget for a few days.
plus character animation is boring today
listen to 2hrs lecture from mr anil ><
makeingme to fall alseep
and i wonder if mr jacques dislike me or what
ppl touch and do their work can
when i juz did awhile he come to say me
idiot la. hais
and i am so so tired now.
okay off to watch show and sleep (:
what we could have been, 12:10 AM.
Friday, January 04, 2008
this is the time where i feel 'suffocated'
what we could have been, 1:21 AM.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
oh hello people
today is the first day of 2008
happy new year everybody!
i don't know what to say
i'm speechless
i seem to lost the sense in everything
lost.
who can help me?
i don't think anyone is able to help
and i don't feel happy today
i feel upset and upset and i cried
my heart is broken.
don't bother to ask me anything
i don't think i will say it out coz i keep it to myself
i lock myself.
i'm alone.
i want a drink.
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
