feeling miserable

maybe i shouldn't take it seriously to heart

but what esle can i do?

PRACTICE!

i already try my best to do it correctly already

but it's like still fail

i really don't know what to do

and i don't know who to turn to to talk

and it makes me feel so lonely suddenly

maybe i jut let time heal it

continue to try harder and harder

and sometimes i really think why give me this course.

and i feel like giving up though

miserable

what we could have been, 9:41 PM.

Alice, now in hiding in the Nevada desert, once again joins forces with Carlos Olivera and L.J., along with new survivors Claire, K-Mart and Nurse Betty to try to eliminate the deadly virus that threatens to make every human being undead...and to seek justice. Since being captured by the Umbrella Corporation, Alice has been subjected to biogenic experimentation and becomes genetically altered, with super-human strengths, senses and dexterity. These skills, and more, will be needed if anyone is to remain alive.

went to watch RESIDENT EVIL EXTICTION yesterday with feng ling at amk hub. The was nice although it's disgusting and abit scary. got scared for a few times. sue have part 4. It ends without an ending but towards another story. Will want to watch part 4 and I din even watch part one and two. hahaha it applies same to pirates of the carribean too lol. Before tha wenta to the foodcour to have our lunch. Terrible food. I ordered curry fish and she ordered asam fish. The serving was like 3 short ladyfinger, one short brinjul, one and half slice of fish. it somemore have a small piece of pineapple inside and one pate of rice and cost us $4.20. not nice somemore. should have eaten other stall. went to shop awhile after the movie. actually wanted to buy a vest but in the end didn't coz like not worth. gonna go somewhere else to look for it. today afternoon lecture was cancelled! so grreat! tomorrow is a long day la 9 to 6 -.-. so freaking tired la. ulcer is killing me so pain la )):

what we could have been, 11:49 PM.

I don't like this feeling

I'm still down

what we could have been, 11:14 PM.

can't really sleep now. so i decided to blog and after that do my drawing. brother give his mp4 to me haha. thats great! now i can put more songs in the mp4 and use my mp3 as thumbdrive currently coz i haven get my harddisk to like repair. And for goodness sake, i can't really smile now. Damn unhappy of what my family say about although they were like saying like joke. But i really don't like anyone to say that ‘我像我的小姑’(father's side). this made me enough to be furious wth la. they say me i'm fat too. well okays i don't deny coz i'm really fat le. But don't ever ever say that i will look like her. I DON'T LOOK LIKE HER AT ALL!!! Damn idiot. Anyway i will prove to them i will slim down. grrrrrrhhhhhh i'm still so unhappy :((((((((((((

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what we could have been, 11:40 PM.

wake up at abt 8am today but slept at 3am in the morning. prepare and went out with kt. haha guess what we wake up early to queue for donuts lol. Initially we wanted to go yesterday but thanks to me la. thought there was no lesson in the morning coz jy say that sign attendance can go but i still have the lesson -.- anyway went to sntec carefour after that to get fbi short pants and we buy socks and pasta sauce. yeah so today was a greattt day coz i bought the things that i wanted any yeah of coz cam-whoring hahaha. After that i went to my ah ma house to have lunch and kt went home. Since there was nothing to do and the tv programme so i decided to take nap haha. Oh yeah and i went to the nearby shop to zhuan those $1 machine for 'crystal babies or water babies'. tried the spicy cheese and double chocolate. it was not spicy at all -.- double chocolate was fine. It still have pictures to upload maybe tomorrow (:

crystal babies in water lol

that's early to queue haha

that's my donuts

kt's donuts

Us (((:

i look really tired

that's me lol

what we could have been, 11:45 PM.

HEY HELLO PEOPLE

15/10/07
By the time finish blogging it's already past 12 and it will be tuesday morning haha
anyway i have alot to blog coz i left my blog untouched for dono how already
was busy working so i was lazy to on my computer and blog
and yeah today is the start of reopening of school
first day of was pretty good but me and val was like sleepy
and that image synthesis is quite fun haha lol
oh yeah went to the finished renovated koufu to at our lunch
thought there will be change of food stalls but nah neither of them change la -.-
so today class was pretty slack and today is kaiting's birthday too (:

14/10/07
slack at home and pack my cupboard

13/10/07
slack at home too and play mahjong with my family haha
dinner was at kovan there or rather upp serangoon the 'BAI JIA RESTAURANT' which my bro intro

12/10/07
woke up in the morning although i dont feel like after a tired work on thurs
this is the day where i had my hair dye 'light copper red'
but since it's my first time the colour is still dull
but can see under the light it's more obvious (:

11/10/07
it's my bro birthday today
woke up 5.30am then i wake up
suppose to wake up much earlier
and this is my first time walking to the mrt station so early
even when i was in sec sch also din wake up so early -.-
cab down to tampines north primary school with kt, val and my bro
reach there was like 6.30am it's so early la
work there till 6.30pm
was so busy that din even have appetite for a short break of lunch
nearly give those pri 1 & 2 qi si
call us 'AUNTIE' then i was like 'don't call me 'auntie'
and guess what they call me jie jie instead -.-
but after awhile 'auntie' s call back la
after the work went to eat sakae sushi with kt, sarah, sharon & jocelyn
though we were very very tired we had laughters all the way and sit till the shop like closing
and thats when sarah lot both her ez-link and atm card

10/10/07
went down to funan IT mall to had the memory card repair wit kt
turn out to be that it was not spoil
my daddy dono the small card have to put into the big card so that when it put to camera it then works
blur me i also dono haha
therefor considered a wasted trip
then we walk to bugis to shop (:
our day ended with kt's 1 jean & 1 top and me 2 tops & 1 cardigan

09/10/07
went to school for a short briefing. all of us nearly chased out of the LT coz there was some renovation -.- but it didnt juz that no powerpoints to show so lecturers juz talk
after that went to meet rain then we went to meet pei, xf & kt
had our lunch at pastamania
after that we went to take neoprint and shop around
then me and kt went to shop in orchard
our day ended with kt's 1 top 1 belt me 1 top 1 belt 1 necklace 1 sandal ((:

kt took while i apply my lip gloss me and kt

and ya went to point media company chalet on 2/10/07 was at coasta sand resort at pasir ris. went to stay overnight with kt too. my first time staying overnight at chalet. had bbq the following day and lucky draws. how unlucky i am for the forfeits. anyway it was still ok and it bonds us(the girls) ((((: so blogger seems to like dislike the 2 photos which i want to uplaod of the chalet so there's nth i can do

what we could have been, 11:54 PM.

blogger has gone haywire again
omg please
and just feel like blogging
and my stomach don feel well now
girl's problem thats why
rain is sick too (fever & i forget le =X)
anyway get well well soon girl
the weather is not good either

people do take care =))

what we could have been, 12:53 AM.